Although I didn't want food this morning, I woke up hungry. I was determined to find something other than crackers to take my meds with. I found a lone packet of instant oatmeal in the cabinet and decided that it may just do the trick. It did! It was actually tasty. That gave me hope to start eating again today.
Kevin went outside at 8:00 to start mowing, knowing it was going to be miserable again. By the time he mowed everything, did the weed-eating, and made the yard look civil again, it was nearly noon...and HOT. He showered and headed to the store with Monica. I feel bad, but absolutely everything seems to fall on him now. He's been amazing about it, but I still feel guilt.
My main wish for his shopping trip was fruit. I thought fruit sounded good, and we had some frozen mixed fruit that I had thawed, and ate a bit of it. It was very good. He hooked me up! I still had a cantaloupe, and he brought home apples, kiwi, grapes and strawberries. The girls and I just combined all of the above and enjoyed the heck out of it. It tasted SO good.
The other thing that I ate today was cucumber sandwich. I had eaten a cucumber (from mom's garden) earlier in the day and it tasted pretty good, so I asked Kevin to bring me some cream cheese and dry Italian dressing mix. It is supposed to sit for 24 hours, but I made a sandwich as soon as I mixed it up, and it was good, too.
I still don't want foods that I normally like, but it is SO nice to have something other than soup and saltines. Tomorrow, Kevin is going to grill some chicken for me. I have to get some protein in, and that sounds bland enough that I can probably eat it. I was told that my white counts being low would make me short of breath, and I've certainly been short of breath today.
All in all, thanks to Kevin, I've had a good day. I managed to do laundry, taking 10 minutes to catch my breath each time I came up the stairs, but managing to feel like I've contributed, anyway. I plan to get a good night's sleep, since tomorrow is "crash" day. I really don't want to sleep all day, but if that's what it takes to be able to get to work on Monday, that's what I'll do.
I'm thankful she cut my steroids in half. I think it's contributing to my tired/weak feeling, but it should make my crash less intense, and I'm still getting enough of them to not be nauseous. This medication balancing act is such a joy. I've taken more pills in the past three weeks than I've taken in the past three years. No joke.