I'm home! It's awesome to be home. It was a good show, and we had a good time, but nothing feels as good as being home, with the people that love me more than anyone else in the world could love me.
Kevin's job is in jeopardy. It's a long story, and he shouldn't be there now. It is WAY too hard on his body, which is broken down from this same job. However, we need his income, and without a degree, we don't know what he can find. At least here, he's working, with a paycheck. The trade-off really isn't worth it, though.
I don't know what to hope for. I don't know what to pray for. I don't know what the future will bring for him. He needs to be working, but I don't want his physical pain to keep going on, day in and day out.
Just pray for the right thing. Send good thoughts for the right thing. I don't know what it is, but God does, and we'll wait and see. Please do what you can to support Kevin. Advice is welcome, and criticism will be accepted. I say "accepted" because I'm too tired to take criticism real well right now. However, I'll read this again tomorrow, and I'll be clear-headed.
Wow, I'm scared, for the first time in a long time. Scared without a specific hope to hang on to. Do I want him to keep his job? Do I want him to get laid off and do something else?
I know that I want to keep my house. I know that I want my husband to live a long time. I know that I want to afford all I can for my kids.
*sigh* I'm floundering, here.