On Monday, I had my radiology consult. By midday on Tuesday, the bone pain was nearly gone, causing me to take nothing more than Advil. By Wednesday, I was back to feeling myself...or at least 90% myself, which is the most I could hope for these days. It felt pretty darn good, too. I'm back to being myself, and annoying my coworkers. :)
Yesterday, I got a phone call from radiology, saying that they had my schedule ready, and I would have 33 treatments, starting Monday. I wrote down everything she said, and was thinking about how to get my full hours in at work while attending an 8:00 appointment every morning. After hanging up, it hit me: NEXT Monday??? That's not even 2 weeks after my last chemo, and the oncologist said I'd have a month between for my body to rest and get back to normal. Also, my whites are at their lowest today through Monday. *sigh*
I emailed the oncologist's nurse and got back to work while waiting for an answer, although to say I was distracted would be an understatement. I didn't get an answer by the time I left a bit after 2:00. The nurse always said that if I don't get an answer, I should call, so as soon as I got in the car, I called in. (I was on a bluetooth headset, so don't lecture me.)
The receptionist said that my usual nurse wasn't in (thus, the non-answer) but she would transfer me to the other nurse. I got her voice mail. *sigh* I left a detailed message about what I wanted. This was around 2:15 and her message said she was in until 3:30. I never got a call back. Even if she wouldn't have an answer until today, I wish she would have called to tell me that.
I woke up at 2:00 and immediately started thinking about it. If the oncologist thinks it's too soon to start, I'll have to call radiology and change the plan. If the oncologist leaves it up to me, I don't know what to do. Having another couple of weeks off would be nice, but if I start Monday, I'll be done by mid-November. That would be nice, too. I just hope it's not up to me. I want her (the oncologist) to tell me what to do, and I'm sure she will. These swirling thoughts kept me from going back to sleep, of course. Sheesh.
If I haven't heard from them by the time I leave today, I'm driving ot her office and talking to someone in person, whether they like it or not. This is my last business day before I am to start radiation treatments, and if I DON'T start Monday, they deserve a bit of notice that I'm not going to show up. I sure am fed up with cancer and all that it entails.
Tonight, though, Kevin and I are meeting some friends in Brookside for some dinner and an after-work drink. I can't believe I'm going to do something like normal people do. I'm really looking forward to it, too. By the end of the day, I'll have an answer to my radiation confusion, and I'll be hanging out with friends that I haven't seen in too long.